Mel taught me in BS about cell group.
She told me to find a best friend in the cell group.
I think I found 1 who could click with me.
Lol. Yay!

I realised I've not updated about christmas.
Well on saturday, two good friends came
Del and XN!! ~woo!!
We went to the christmas service.
On Sunday, Guo Min came.
Compared to last christmas, I believe my faith strengthened.
I feel changed.
During the service, various christmas carols were sung.
The drama was awesome.
Funny too! xD

There's the candles in the darkness.
I think that's awesome.
Along with the song with it.
~Fall on your knees~
Great atmosphere.
Impactful message.

Can't wait for next year.
Oh yeah, the translator's very skilled too.

Today while life was going normally,
I decided to head over to here
However surprise surprise.
It's hacked by an athetist.

=(

Can you please don't hack it.

I just realised my other blog has 0 views.

I was planning to send christmas greetings but, I'm really not in the mood.

Erm. Read this.

Now now, watch your wallets.

Erm, I realised I haven't updated for a long time.
Well let's do it now! xD

Last week I had track camp and youth camp
Both were awesome! xD
I really enjoyed the amaxing race at night.
A lot of people say the home econs room haunted.
I tell you it's not.
Nor is the hall.
Believe me, i went all around the school at night haha.
So day 1 I went to track camp.
Played some water games. All of us got wet. Hhahaha
Watched some movies and had our race.
Then when it came to nightime at 12, I couldnt sleep.
I tried to sleep but couldnt
Strolled around the school alone at 1. At 2. At 2.30.
Then forced myself to sleep cause I will need a lot of energy for youth camp.

Youth camp had amazing race too!
But it's more erm tiring haha.
Thank goodness we didnt do the egg station lol.
I belong to Ninja 2. We're called the Fire Ninjas! Woo!
Had an awesome day
During service was prompted by the Holy Spirit. Great! haha
2nd day was as good if not better
Got to know some of my cell group members better
The drama was v good.
Seriously, it's really good.

The third day was what I call the most "spiritual" day
Morning devotion was touched by the presence of God.
While everyone was kneeling,(yeah I was standing up while people around me were kneeling) someone gave a word.
V touched, I began to cry. Thank you Lord. =)
That's the only line I want to hear in the world at that time.
About the above, well, I had this little trouble before going camp.
But God reassured me like above.
Yeah I look forward to next year!

I know this post is similar to Weiting's but it's also my style of blogging.

Opps.

I'm damn shacked.
Update in the evening.

Human Tetris II

This will be my last post before camp.
Although I know you don't understand what they say, just watch.
Erm, the yellow liquid is urine >_>

DONT WATCH WHEN EATING!

Ok I'm having track camp tomorrow
Haven't had a good sleep after coming back to singapore.
Feeling so shack.
Goodnight World.

I am googling my name now and damn a lot of them are talking about Campus Superstar's Guo Hao. This will take a while. >_>

Erm. I went training yesterday.
That's right, after 7 months of inactivity. >_>
And I was late

The warm-up was all right,
except after 12mins, I had stich(sp?) on my left.
I stretched very carefully this time,
since the last time I came back after a long period of inactivity,
I pulled my calf muscle. Trust me, you wont like it =/

Then it was conditioning.
After 1 set, KO.
I went toilet as nausea hit me.
For more than 10 mins, i was there waiting for the "expulsion"
Nothing came.
So I exited the toilet.
Still feel like vomitting, I went into another toilet.
And puked it all out.
God said something great to me.
But I think I will be an ingrate.

Then went out feeling much better, doing my 2nd set.

Now my triceps, calf, thighs are aching like mad.

Somehow, I keep having the thought of --- going youth ----.
I rebuke it.

I went reading other people's blog and stumbled upon a sad post.
I was about to encourage her by tagging a few encouraging messages.
No.
I will be a hypocrite if I do that.
Encourage yourself GH.

What am I doing here?
It's 1.12am.
Oh, I was watching this from an email quite some time back.
But that's not the point.

I feel spiritually weak.
Especially after my O's.
How can I break a promise with God?
How can I let temptation conquer my actions?
Just this morning, just as I'm going to service,
I feel very disappointed with myself.
Lord I said sorry a lot of times, but I think my words are worth nothing
I've not told anyone yet, not even Mel
I think I will just let her down even more
Today a brother,perhaps noticed my low spirited-ness and asked me,but I just passed them off with an excuse.
Today, being late to service, i feel like a burden to Marvin and Issac who both had to call me to inform me of the sitting arrangement despite the service which was about to start.
Sorry brothers.
I don't want cheap grace.
I feel useless, caged by PO.
Going out in secrecy in the weekends.
I think I had enough.

Of course, who would understand my plight.
I have PO. Do you?
Never mind, let me walk my own path which I hope against hope that there'll be one more set of footprints

This post gives me the impression that I'm a 10 year old.

Bye I'm off to Hong Kong!!


-temporary skin. will change when back.